Olivia Sio Tse
A Favor
Make everything stay: the cans in the yard, cat on its sill. Twist- off dusk a mint melting the valley’s tongue. I want every year past to press firmly against yesterday, exactly how it feels. Want days to flush the way they feel & parties to be worth each cent, to find someone safely asleep in the pantry, hugging bread. Make sure the kids don’t jump when I’m gone & keep their chip tune going with quarters of worship. I am looped & greedy & want everywhere to be ready for my shape, receive me like a trampoline. I hope you haven’t gone skating yet. If you have, pretend you’ve never let your feet touch the ice or even been nibbled by winter, that fire together was first. Roommates still in their rooms & best outfits. Hope I have mail, the menu hasn’t changed, & our alley still smells like rot. That saving a place is simple as chewing it slow. I can pretend I didn’t pastel, that I only left to buckle back with my hair still wet. Pretend there is a creamy green logic to leaving at all.
Olivia Sio Tse is a poet from Texas and a graduate of the Iowa Writers’ Workshop. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Second Factory, Denver Quarterly, Bennington Review, and elsewhere.
