AJ Atwater

Steeple Lassoer

I got good with my lasso. I could loop a lounging brother’s big toe with one whistle through the air. They’d say, hey, and I’d have them by the toe. How did you do that? they’d ask. Soon I started buying better lassos with my allowance and I’d practice looping remaining fence poles in the backyard where Mother had put in fencing one year when she decided we had to have dogs. Having dogs came to an end when Mother spotted one jumping the fence. I’d stand in the middle of the dog-less, fence-less backyard and loop those fence posts. I’d spin the lasso in the air two feet above a post before dropping it down neat as can be then I’d be off to the park by our house with one or the other of my brothers. If we watched for broken whisky bottles left by those who frequent the park we could run like the wind. I’d twirl my lasso, drop it over my brother and pull him down. Then flip the rope off and regroup in three seconds flat. I’d get my rope twirling again and away we’d go, me lassoing my brother or dead tree trunks. I was doing this when I got the idea. To lasso church steeples for a living. To be fair, it was a Sunday morning and church bells were ringing at the Freedom Church on 21st Street across the way and down from our house, Pastor Pretty’s church, where the one time we went to services, Mother had looked resplendent. She wore a black gown with a flowing train and four strings of black pearls held together with this enormous gold clasp. I saw women on the far side of the church basement when we went down for coffee, cookies and Kool-Aid after the service looking down their strait-laced noses at Mother, her, a woman without a man. Sons born one after the other with a few gap years in between. Seven of us. The church ladies’ dresses were soft pink. They wore tiny gold crosses. They patted my brothers and me on our heads, then went into the kitchen and made a batch of sandwiches. They scooped up handfuls of cookies, we saw, and put them with the sandwiches in a white cardboard box. With a pitying look they handed the box to Mother. Me and my brothers wanted the cookies. We cared less about sandwiches but those chocolate chip cookies made our mouths water especially since we had been allowed only one apiece in the church basement and had to eat it slowly and politely. But Mother, strong-willed and quarrelsome, would have none of their charity so as we were leaving she trooped to the altar with our youngest brother in her arms. As she was depositing the offending box on the baptismal font, we heard Pastor Pretty coming up the stairs, talking, and there was our mother, the scoundrel, depositing the unwanted. When she saw us making gigantic gestures and whisper-shouting, we had to admit to each other later we’d never seen our mother move so fast over so long a distance. Pastor Pretty came upon us as we were parading out. Still here? he asked, but we were at the bottom of the outside steps by that time. Mother chased a brother who was acting like an airplane. Then she handed the youngest to me and bent down to re-tie a tennis shoe of another brother. Soon we were on our way home strung out along the sidewalk like a gaggle of wayward geese led by a tall black-clothed woman in heels. Once home we started our typical Sunday afternoon which involved doing as little as possible. To while away the time, we brothers imagined the church ladies finding their carefully prepared charity box on the baptismal font. Imagined their lips curled in distaste, perfect pious mouths forming little wiggly O’s, then settling into thin lines, them standing at the altar with Pastor Pretty’s wife. She was probably the ringleader. We imagined her lifting the box gingerly like it was a piece of used, soggy Kleenex thrown down by a stranger. We could see in our mind’s eye Pastor Pretty’s wife depositing the unclean and unwanted in the trash behind the church. I snuck out the backdoor that afternoon hoping to find the box perched in the trash but it was already in the hands of one of the men who frequent the park. He was wolfing down sandwiches and stuffing cookies into his pockets. When he saw me, he threw the empty box to the ground, sprinted across the street and disappeared into the park. I lit out after him, but stopped at the perimeter. I had chased a man. I’d never chased a human be